Never thought I`d be in this place
It`s someone else`s life I`m living
Wish I were living a lie
The hardest part is when the bough breaks
Falling down and then forgiving
You didn`t kiss me goodbye
I`m choking on the words I didn`t get to say
And pray I get the chance one day
(chorus)
I still run, I still swing open the door
I still think, you`ll be there like before
Doesn`t everybody out there know to never come around
Some thing`s a heart won`t listen to
I`m still holding out for you
I can hear you smile in the dark
I can even feel your breathing
But daylight chases the ghosts
I see your coat and I fall apart
To those hints of you I`m clinging
Now`s when I need them most
I should get up, dry my eyes and move ahead
At least that`s what you would have said
(repeat chorus)
Bridge:
Faithfully, I trace your name while you sleep
It`s the only true comfort I feel
I still run, I still swing open the door
I still think, you`ll be there like before