Stwisted lyrics

I ain`t gonna kill myself loving you
I ain`t gonna break my own heart
I ain`t gonna kill myself wanting you
When you don`t seem to want any part of my love
And I know I`ll be fine just as soon as I let go
Yes I know I`ll be alright as soon as I let go

Get a strong case of weakness -- a rich worthless love
Tell you straight out that it`s twisted
Crack flash of lightning struck from above
Knocked down a cow and I kissed ya
Oh, now, now I know I`ll be fine just as soon as I let go
Yes I know I`ll be alright as soon as I let go

But I keep holding on for a future
I keep waiting for something to change
I keep holding on for a future
I keep looking for something that I never see

I ain`t gonna kill myself loving you
I ain`t gonna die for a life together
I ain`t gonna kill myself wanting you
When you don`t seem to want me oh my days go by