I sit alone contemplating
What is missing inside me
I desperately try to remember
A life that`s not meant to be
I meditate
And try to recapture
Some sense of reality
In my life (?)
When I look around
I see numb empty faces
The world is waiting to die
And this apathy
Is so suffocating
The slow decay of my mind
I`ve searched the world
For someone with answers
To questions that are plaguing me
I scream in vain
To anyone who`ll listen
But everbody`s watchin` TV