That S Why It Hurts lyrics

I`m searching for the silence, hear the sound of pouring rain
An insisting voice of nature .. as persistent as my pain
And I stare out of the window, see the rain clouds passing by
A continuous alternation .. as unstable as my life
In this everlasting echo, it`s this dreadful emtpy room
It surrounds me full of memories and frustration counquers soon
And why the hell I have to suffer when the wind speaks out your name
And in my egocentric vision - psychologically insane
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I shed all my tears, alone in this world
but the longer I weep the more it hurts
I whisper my pain, try to fill it with words
But you took them away, that`s why it hurts
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Read the last words that you left me `cos there`s nothing else to do
Seems as if I hear your voice .. So I look up, but where are you ?
Don`t know how long I can stand this - still your perfume in our bed
God, this emptiness will kill me .. if I`m not already dead
When I think of bygone moments - yearning water in my eyes
Still a lot I`d like to tell you, but I cannot turn back time
And why the hell I have to suffer in this cruel and unfair world
And when the sun comes out to warm me it`s still cold and still it hurts
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How should I see with my eyes ?
How should I know that all the things might die ?
How should I start to realise - now I know
How should I feel you`ll leave me
How should I know that I`m not too blind to see ?
How should I know it`s not too deep - now I know
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