The Gift Alternate Mix lyrics

Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I`ll let this go and find a reason I`ll hold on to
I`m so ashamed of defeat
And I`m out of reason to believe in me
I`m out of trying to get by

I`m so afraid of the gift you give me
I don`t belong here and I`m not well
I`m so ashamed of the lie I`m living
Right on the wrong side of it all

I can`t face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I`m so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I`ll let it go
Untill I have something more to say for me
I`m so afraid of defeat
And I`m out of reason to believe in me
I`m out of trying to defy

I`m so afraid of the gift you give me
I don`t belong here and I`m not well
I`m so ashamed of the lie I`m living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need

I`m so afraid of the gift you give me
I don`t belong here and I`m not well
I`m so ashamed of the lie I`m living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Now I`m ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I`m so ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of me...