They Looked Like Strong Hands lyrics

I`m in over my head. From confidence to self doubt in 60 seconds. Storming stages and stereos from here to there, trying to prove that I belong. Trying to win approval from people that I don`t know. And I look so strong when the weight of all the world don`t take it`s toll. I`d choose my sides if I believed in what was right, but I`m all wrong. I`m not larger than life, I`m not taller than trees. Do I mean what I say? I just have this disease where I never go home. I can never go home. Never telling the truth about how this life eats away. Not admitting I`m fake and I`m questioning whether this whole thing is worth it to die poor and all alone. Just don`t tell me that this doesn`t mean the world, cause my ears would bleed and my heart would hit the floor.