Thrown Away lyrics

I am a mess
I`ve made a huge mess
I can`t control myself

I kill the rhyme again
I`m coming sick and on time again
Words manifest from deep inside where people hide within
It`s chemical unbalanced on the triple beam, what?
Fuck what you heard it`s about what I seen
I seen it happen back hand brand to face smackin
Definite disorder now his mindset is blackened
The doctors say he got the brain of a murderer
This rugged style steals your brain

My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass
It`s not receding and my body`s going numb
A bad trip child rolling stoned keeping high
He don`t know what he`s doing he just keep getting by
Thrown away
I want to be thrown away

He`s born sick nothing in his hands but his dick
He couldn`t handle pressure he couldn`t handle shit
For the life he was leading led him down the wrong path
Where guns blast don`t give a shit about the gods wrath
Don`t want to talk to the counselor Doctor
To tell`em what real to tell`em what`s proper
The situations unclear like gray and I know it gets worse everyday

My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass
t`s not receding and my body`s going numb
A bad trip child rolling stoned keeping high
He don`t know what he`s doing he just keep getting by way
Thrown away
I want to be thrown away

I am a mess I`ve made a huge mess I can`t control myself
I`m losing it I`ve lost it I`ve spilt all my marbles
(AAAAAHHHHH!)
cause I see you inside of me sometimes I want to be thrown away
cause I see you inside of me sometimes I want to be thrown away
a hyper spaz and that is me sometimes I want to be thrown away
Thrown Away! Thrown Away! Thrown Away! Thrown Away!
Thrown Away! Thrown Away! Thrown Away! Thrown Away!
Voices in my head, voices in my head
Don`t tell me to do it cause I will, NOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Don`t tell me to do it cause I will, NOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Last Remain! Last Remain! Last Remain