Timshel lyrics

I sink into the wall,
And staring up I saw,
I`m alone in all my thoughts,
Too afraid to be crazy I run,
It always finds me driving right through town,
With the windows down I fly,
It`s the feeling spring has brought,
But an eye for the winter`s what I got,
It always finds me...

So tonight,
When I left here,
All I said was goodbye and that`s alright,
No, `I`ll see you later,`
I`ve been trying my whole life,
And if it`s an eye for an eye why can`t I get this right,
I`m too slow to go fast,
I`m too nervous to do that,
So I run, run away why should I...

I take my chances slow,
After all it`s no one`s fault,
But the pain seems to crave my life,
So ashamed of my weakness I lie,
It always finds me...

So tonight,
When I left here,
All I said was goodbye and that`s alright,
No, `I`ll see you later,`
I`ve been trying my whole life,
And if it`s an eye for an eye why can`t I get this right,
I`m too slow to go fast,
I`m too nervous to do that,
So I run, run away why should I...

Why should I?
Why should I?
Why should I?