Unknown Rider lyrics

I`ve seen a young man`s breaking heart
I`ve seen the evil on my shoulders
I`ve held self righteous through
I never could see straight
And all this from a land
Of custom license plates
Keep me from noise
And their good will
The funk that I`m in
Lasts me until
The smoke that dances
In my lungs and I`m okay
I`ve had enough
This child lies bleeding
I`ll not forget
How you left me there
Everything i owned
I lost in the war
It sure looked easy
To give up on a boy his age
So what were you thinking?
That a rent-a-kid life was home to me
Still I am living
With that choice of yours you made
I`d give a thousand lives
To see you suffer the same
Now that I`m grown up
Now that I`m a man
I announce the death of family
In my future plans
Wish they never lived
Wish I never was
A travisty