Weakened State lyrics

From the minute you saw it
By the time it left my mouth
I knew you wouldn`t want it
But I had to let it out
I saw your smile, and I fell
Now I just can`t believe
There was no knowing deception, underneath

All that time
Did it pass while you were looking back
Waiting?

I asked for the truth, everytime
And now the ugly details
Are stuck in my mind
And there`s a premonition
I keep putting off
And the more time passes
The more i get soft
I`m standing up there in a weakened state
And it`s not great

All that time
Did it pass while you were looking back
Waiting?
Often I`m waiting on the one
That maybe won`t come
Waiting

And I`m not saying anything
You think that I forgot
Cuz I`m not saying anything
But I`m thinking a lot