Weight Of The World lyrics

A blackout in the room again
a busted lip and broken skin.
I wake up in the bathroom
and dare not bother asking
why the mirror`s craked and all I see
are shards of glass inside of me.

There`s voices there to dare me,
my father`s here to scare me.
My mother sits beyond the door she`s
curled up crying on the floor,
look at what her son`s done.

When the weight of all the world`s gone wrong.
It`s gone wrong again.
Gone fucking wrong.
It`s gone wrong again.

Well liars they leave a guilty trail.
And let me tell you something people,
I`ve been lying for fucking years.
That must be why I`m standing in this space.
Disregarding that I`ve created these monsters
they`re on fucking both of my sides,
So I wiipe the blood from both of their eyes.
From all four of their eyes.

An while I wait for wounds to heal
I see you by the window seal,
your heart`s carved out
a plastic spoon
when honesty filled up that room
so I stole the pillowcase to clean
this mess I`ve made of someones dream.
Now you`ve seen what I`ve done,

when the weight of all the world`s gone wrong.
It`s gone wrong again
gone fucking wrong
it`s gone all wrong again.

This room is old and wise
I fall onto the bed and wonder,
"How did I get here?"
The little boy who would argue with a tree
just fucking thump his head
and he`ll turn back to normal.

Now why is that what I see?
Don`t bother trusting
don`t bother waiting
don`t bother changing things that won`t give into changing
just let me go away.
I`m packed
whenever
I`m down
whenever.