lies and deceiving is what i`m believing
up to my knees so hard to breathe
it helps that you aren`t there
can`t figure out what`s the right thing for me
guess i`ll have to wait and see
so understanding but so far from the truth
it`s what i have to live with
it`s not all i wanted to be
it`s not all i wanted to see
i can`t keep on leading
i`ve left what i`m leaving
guess that`s just what i believe