Why Do I Breathe lyrics

Can we pretend
that I`m not so dillusional
What`s going on I can`t control
this feeling that I`ve never known
It crawls way deep inside of me
I never asked to be me

When you can`t understand me
only makes you want to hate me
but i like it when you hate me
cuz it makes me feel like god

what if I make it to my place
what happens when there`s nothing left to chase
another day I wish away, Another day I ask myself
Why do I breathe

I`m incabable of the simple things
that make you laugh and smile
The way I see it you owe me time
cuz i spent so much on you

When you can`t understand me
only makes you want to kill me
but i like it when you kill me
cuz it makes me feel like god

And if I sell my soul I`ll take you anywhere
You want
All my life, I`ve been right
you proved me wrong in just one night
Why do I even breathe