Why Father lyrics

you were there when I cried - I screamed
It would not be forgotten
A slave to the poison that dragged us down
We must suffer for your fucking incapabilities
And she could not see you destroy her
I can`t even grasp the pictures that
you implanted in my mind
MY MIND
Must overcome and impale you with
the epitomes of your actions
We loved so much
Now I won`t let myself hate you less
Now you`re dead
You haven`t suffered enough
I wish I could have been the one
who crushed your heart
With my despaired hand letting
your unruly blood flow
And your burned flesh lie collapsed
Are you proud?