Why lyrics

Walking madly-feeling strangely and I'm not sure where to go
I got a funny feeling-Have I lost my meaning?
I wish I could go home
When you said you were leaving I didn't let it affect me
Sat on the bar and let them flow
Now I'm lost and lonely
I wish you never told me what I didn't want to know

And I will crawl on my own-I'm taken by your smile
As I'm lyin' beside you dyin' inside I don't know

Why I try to save this when all I ever want to do is get as far as I can go
Where there's nothing left of me and
You're now worthless to me you are no more
I'm as far as I can go-nothing left of me and you

I thought the buzz would help me
I think it just made me crazy
Can't pull me out of this hole
You say you could not save me-you wouldn't stay to watch me
It was too much on your soul
Now I'm feelin' alright to get us back to right
And you're nowhere I can find
No longer living blindly
Just seemed to be bad timing 'cause you walked into the night

And I will crawl on my own-I'm taken by your smile
As I'm lyin' beside you dyin' inside I don't know Why

Why I try to save this when all I ever want to do is get as far as I can go
Where there's nothing left of me and
You're now worthless to me you are no more
I'm as far as I can go-nothing left of me and you
There's nothing left of me and you

And I will crawl on my own-I'm taken by your smile
As I'm lyin' beside you dyin' inside I don't know