I go to the places where you are I find you hanging out I paste my eyes wide open And I turn everything inside out And I am turning into everything I hate And you are graceful and absolutely fake I am fake I hear you laughing "am I proud of you" And I am turning into everything I hate And you are graceful and absolutely fake I hope you're proud I'm not changing I hope you're proud I'm not changing And I'm trying to be quiet I'm trying to be quiet It's not working